After a week of a miserable head cold, today I started to feel sane again. I don't like being sick. I don't like lying in bed all day. I like being busy. Sitting still for too long, I feel like I don't accomplish anything.

However, at the age of "29" again, hmm hmm hmm, I must admit that this body is not able to keep going like the energizer bunny. I do need one day a week to sit around and do nothing. I have started doing cross stitch and even read a chapter of a book when I can tolerate it. Usually, I don't have it quiet enough to read though. Other house humans like to have noise around them.

I think I could go away to the woods for weeks and not have noise and would probably do very well. I like having ideas bouncing around in my head. Thinking of new things. Thinking about planning a new event. I like sorting out the details. WITHOUT INTERRUPTION!

I do have a house filled with lots of boxes that have not yet been opened since our move. Most of it is my art tools and paper work. The papers should probably be shredded. That takes time too.

Now that Mom's house is sold, and Dan's house is sold, and I get rid of all the unnecessary items in a garage sale in the spring, I may actually have free time to go through the art supplies and make items that I can sell at arts and crafts fairs. Being able to sew or paint again. I will be me again. Yay!

I figure this is my safest place to actually dump my daily opinions without too many people on Facebook getting annoyed. There are so many times I want to comment on the stupidity or the frustrations I encounter on a daily basis.

Most of the time I debate with myself did I actually not explain myself enough for someone respond with a reasonable answer, or move on the action I expect of them.

After dating I tried to make the excuse that it is a "male" vs "female" thing. Predominately because I was trying to understand the other sex and their emotions. I think I gave up on that as a teenager and that was why I never dated all those years.


Anyway, this is my first comment. I am still ill with a miserable head cold and thought I would be able to have enough energy to start this. But, now I feel like crap again and want to just fall asleep. I'll get back to you when I'm better.